My 9th House Solar Year

This year I will be navigating my 9th house profection year with the sun as my timelord.

I found myself reflecting on the fact that even though I expected to feel excited to share more of myself with the world given the sun being the timelord, I have felt even more pulled within myself in a cocoon of exploration of self. Maybe it’s leftover energies of my 8th house year which brought many unwelcome, but necessary revelations or maybe it’s because I’m afraid to be seen.

Instead, I’m observing the world at a distance and soaking in knowledge through my pores like the sunlight I bask in, but out of the view of humans. I’ve clung to what’s familiar and my deities have said “no.” and my soft, kind-hearted nature is struggling to stay afloat because I enter this year with the heaviness of depression on my shoulders.

The state of the world, personal experiences, realizations of mortality, etc. are just some themes I’ve carried with me from last year. But I’m eager to see what this year brings and what it will offer me.

I can only imagine what the sun will illuminate.